I Never Existed Anyway

from The Atonal Atomic Blues by DottiR

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Someone up there looks down on me, me
They say look at that pathetic little thing, thing
It's there again, alone and...

Some say these days are the norm
Good days are gone for we the forlorn
Scorn lives in our heads
Mostly because of what some lyin' dead people said
I don't wanna be alive in your net
Put me back into the dark sea you can forget
My name, my face
I never existed anyway

Just a nobody from nowhere
I'm not the worst, I'm not the best
So who cares

Don't even care if I have someone to love
You turned my heart into a stone, that's not enough
I'm so alone, my heart is torn
We, the forlorn

Some days I say
'Hey I've had enough of this stuff'
Yeah, it's real tough
Some nights I don't feel like I wanna fight anymore
But I won't quit
I can't quite tell what's in store for me
Maybe I am doomed
Maybe I'm supposed to be forever entombed
In sadness, like this
Maybe I'm really in the eye of the storm
Maybe someday inside I will really feel warm
Until then, yeah
I am, I am
The forlorn

Why did we make it's heart so torn
Permanently it's one of the forlorn unfortunately
Sad and lonely and blue
What do I do
But feel sad through and through
It's always rainy when I'm alone
I'm always sobbing, wet eyes
Wish I was a stone
Then I wouldn't moan
Then I would't feel so sad
For always being alone
But my heart is torn
For we are the forlorn

Someone up there looks down on me, me
They say look at that pathetic little thing, thing
It's there again, alone and...

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from The Atonal Atomic Blues, released October 10, 2019

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