1. |
Strange and Awake
03:32
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We all just want to be everything to everyone
Everyone and all things
Forever and always
Can you go here and see my face
I'm alone and wasted
Hi
I said a word to your face
Now let’s dance upside down
Underwater forever
Hey, hey, hey
They act as if one day I woke up and was strange
As if I contracted a skin disorder also known as mange
No, fuck no
They act as if I’m not a human
it’s because I am not
Good call
One day I was lost inside forever, now I'm back, hello, hi, nice to meet you here
One day I was lost inside nowhere, now I'm back, hi, hello, nice to see you here
One night I was lost inside your waves
then I found my strange way
Now I'm here to say
One night I bled all my blood and said hello
I'm here for the free books
Where are they? Are they made of wood?
Do you know, no?
If you knew what I know, if you threw what I throw out the window of my soul
If you walked where I go maybe you would know, understand me like a human see
If you heard what I hear maybe you would be in fear of darkness, I wish
You could go where I've been, nothing to do with sin, only to do with darkness
Only to do with stark twins of heartbreak and coldness,
Fists burning with pain make their way through my flame
Make me strange and awake
Make me strange and awake
Make me strange and awake
This no one can ever take
Away, away, away, away
This they can never take away
Never can take away
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2. |
This Fist
06:45
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Not singing ‘bout freedom, I’m singing ‘bout the cage
That everybody is livin’ in, barely makin their way
Got low wages, I got no stages
Got no voice, got no choice except in ways to die
The future is looking dark out here and it’s already night
Don't know where we gonna go, but it doesn't look nice
Got my spot by the railroad tracks, livin’ on the land
No room for me as a human being, let alone as a man
I feel like I got no choice
All I got is this human voice
So I say somethin’ here, gonna say somethin’
gonna say somethin’ here, gonna say…
So I say somethin’ here, even if no one hears me
So I say somethin’ here, even if no one hears me
Not born in the gutter, but might die in the street
Why is it what we all say is fine for people like us to die alone
Ay, ay, if you forget yesterday you got no tomorrow, nah you only got today
Today is rekt, today is a paycheck and a lump of regret, fuck it all, yeah, burn it down
Want no more of wearing clown suits
Tired of the jack boot on my neck
Snappin those of evil in rows tappin souls that are willing to go to blows for something
for something, fuck it all, I wont live for nothing, hell muthafuckin’ naw
Ay, ay, if you forgot where you came from, stay, stay look around and see the pain of rituals
They forced on us, habitual habitats of those covered with tats and those rollin’ on mats
I don't know my name, but I know what I stand for, anon plans to retake or break things they never planned for, ay yay area is where I'm from, I'm a son of the land, I'm a man and I know when to take my stand
Ay, ay, if you forget yesterday you got no tomorrow, nah you only got today
Today is rekt, today is a paycheck and a lump of regret, fuck it all, yeah, burn it down
Want no more of wearing clown suits
Tired of the jack boot on my neck
Snappin those of evil in rows tappin souls that are willing to go to blows for something
for something, fuck it all, I wont live for nothing, hell muthafuckin’ naw
People know tomorrow never comes, no
People yelling out like they can run, no
From the world of evil that this sprung, sprung
I don't give a fuck what they do, no
Imma still break it all for you, you
Sayin’ what you’re sayin’ is meaningless
Sometimes you need to ball your muthafuckin’
Fist
Face
Yeah muthafucka, how's that taste?
Woke up this morning and found myself dead
Some muthafucka blew off my head
Woke up this morning and I felt alright
Some nice person gave up their sight
So I could live, So I could live, So I could live
So I could be alive and give
You
This
Muthafuckin
Fist
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3. |
33
04:49
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31 people yellin in my ear ‘bout the same shit instead of changing it
yeah just better to yell like
Aaaaah
32 people yellin’ in my ear ‘bout the same shit instead of changing it
yeah just better to yell like
Aaaaah
33 people yellin’ in my ear ‘bout the same shit instead of changing it
yeah just better to yell like
Aaaaah
34 people 34 people 34 people 34 people
34 people 34 people 34 people wanna die
31 people and you ask me why
32 people and you ask me why
33 people and you ask me why
it is that you have to die
Maybe you should ask yourself why you yelled at me 33 times?
cause thats why you have to die
You have to die, you have to die
no don't ask why after you
yelled at me 33, 33 muthafuckin times
No No
I never wanted, I never wanted
I never wanted, I never, never
I never wanted to be the one to end you,
but so be it if truth ain’t a friend to you
That’s what I mean when I say kill
I'm talkin ‘bout that red pill
If you live in a lie truth will cause to die
Everyday I'm sendin fools to heaven
knockin’ down false realities like tower 7
33 times you yelled at me
Too many times, like 30 plus 3
Open my mouth and speak the truth
now you’re dead wood just like Babe Ruth
Hella people yellin’ bout the same shit
Hella people yellin’ bout the same shit
Hella people yellin’ bout the same shit
Hella people yellin’ bout the same shit
Hella people yellin’, yellin’, yellin’
Why you scream at me
Why you scream at me when
Your life problems got nuthin’ to do with me
Please go fuck yourself in a tree
I'll it set on fire for you, I’ll it set on fire for you
I'll laugh as you burn down with your lies
I'll laugh as you burn down with your lies
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye to you 33
33 muthafuckas yellin’ at me
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye 33
muthafuckas yellin’ at me
Goodbye, goodbye
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4. |
Groovers
02:24
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5. |
Pillars Made of Sand
05:21
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What’s right is wrong
What’s strong is weak
The brave are meek
The cowardly are heroes
It’s bad if you owe zero
Better to be in debt
Get a better rating
It’s good
If you feel your will fading away
The liars tell the truth
Trust authority
We have your best interest in mind
So please act accordingly
This place is as good as it gets
You don't like it get the fuck out
And we'll euthanize your pets
We have no real plan
This place was built on pillars of sand
How am I supposed to stand
When all you give me are pillars made of
How am I supposed to stand
When all you give me are pillars made of sand
How am I supposed to stand up for my family and friends
When all you give me are glossy photos of smiling mannequins
It seems so unfair and nobody seems to care
And like nobody knows, so I gotta bust some flows
The whole world tells you, you gotta be the man
And then they hand you these pillars made of sand
Then they say “Hey it didn't work out for you today, now take these pills
And call me when you ready to pay the bill!” (with your life)
The whole world tells you “It’s your lucky day, son!
You are the one chosen from millions to walk the path of the doomed.
We've done the math, all the bad shit is over, you won't end up entombed.
Trust me…”
Before you know it you’re 66 and your face does show it
Rekt with debt, rekt with misery, rekt with regret and sadness,
At least that is free
Health in ruin, finances are doomed
Dead ends face you in all directions
Then the tax man says “I have some new inspections.”
You try and stand up and be a man, or woman
But they make you get down on your knees
This shit is cold man, like minus a thousand degrees
We’re all like slaves, layin’ there sayin’
“Please…”
How am I supposed to stand
When all you give me are pillars made of
How am I supposed to stand
When all you give me are pillars made of sand
How am I supposed to stand up for my family and friends
When all you give me are glossy photos of smiling mannequins
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6. |
On the Inside
04:47
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In the elevator on my way down
Into the depths of where the clowns are
they tell me “Hey kid, I'll make you a star, yeah…”
On my way down into the cesspool
Where the modern heroes are made a factory
A machine, when they come out they look so clean
But on the inside, on the inside
Where the thoughts do climb they're covered in grime
They hate themselves and want to die
Does anyone ask why?
On the inside they want to die
Animals in cages
Begging for lost wages
Begging for their souls
Sold to old men
Everything looks so good on the outside
On the outside a projection of pride
Inside there's nothing, nothing but rot
Rotten to the core, I don't want it anymore
Rotten to the core, no
I don't want it anymore
It’s rotten to the core, I don’t want it anymore
Why? Cause it’s rotten to the core
I don't want it, I don’t want it anymore
Why? Cause it’s
Rotten to the core
I don't want anymore
Keep ‘em to yourself
I wanna watch their faces melt away
Get out my face and
Leave me alone
I have to be stoned just to look at you now
Cause you’re
Rotten to the core
I don't want anymore
Keep ‘em to yourself
I wanna watch their faces melt away
Get out my face and
Leave me alone
I have to be stoned just to look at you now
Rotten to the core I don't want it anymore
Fix you with a flame, burn it all and end this game
Gimmie, gimmie gasolina torchin’ muthafuckas
Split em at the seams, ya
I know fire is not really my friend, but then again
I'm ok being all alone bro
In the end I've seen my true face, it’s a ghost
I don't understand, but then again I do know
In the end at least I got to be a real human
In the end I never lived in the cesspool
In the end fire is cool with me, human
I won't choke and you can see the truth of my life in my death smoke
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7. |
Breather
03:59
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8. |
Strange Machine
07:08
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Everything is frozen
Everyone is dozin’ asleep away
Nothin’ to say
Everything is gone
Someone dropped a bomb on my best friend’s lawn
These long days go away
Everything has changed for the worse
I curse, might steal your purse if you had one
Zombies zombies to rob ‘em, don't even need a gun
They are never looking
Someone cooking digitally
Man in my day Rand McNally map mishaps brought us to a new place
Now there's nowhere new
Now everyone is some other shade of blue
Now theres no real feels
Now there's only steel
Now I just want to kill
And no I don't wanna take a pill
Just lookin for some real feels
I saw someone somewhere once before
Was it a shadow that fell upon the floor and not a human anomaly?
I hear these whispers, they feel like they on top of me, they feel like they tryna be stopping me
No, they might make it slow, but they can't make it stop, imma still throw down a beat and drop
Like doo wop, yeah, like doo wop
We are not really here
Voices like drops in an ocean of tears
No one hears me I fear
So I stop the beat and check if you are near
No one’s here around me
No one’s here to see
No one’s here, ever all day
No one’s here, always
I am a titan made of stone
Always alone, always alone
I am a titan made of stone, made of stone
I am a titan made of glass, made of glass
See right through me, all light is passed, is passed
I am a titan made of mirrors, made of mirrors
You see yourself and feel unclear, unclear
No one's here around me, no ones's here to see
No one’s here ever all day, no one’s here always
No one's here around me, no ones's here to see
No one’s here ever all day, no one’s here always
No one’s here ever all day, no one’s here around me
No one’s here ever always, no one’s here to see
Me
Imma take you somewhere that you've never been before
Gonna show you something that you didn't know was in store
Imma take you to the illest place you've ever seen
Welcome, welcome everybody to this strange machine
You can have one in your own backyard
Stare into the darkness, feel heavy like a dark star
Unfold a black hole inside your mind
And you will find a strange machine
Nightmares or dreams
You tell me
What does it seem it like?
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9. |
In the Basement
06:19
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Underwater and underground, everything that I make is not found
Need a shovel to find this thing, dull shine like an old diamond ring
Its rough
Diamond in the rough this stuff to do this thing
Takes something other than grit, takes something other spit
Takes something magic, takes somethin dark
It takes a will and it takes a spark
Everything that I make is unfound
Dig it up maybe you'll hear a sound
Maybe now you yourself are underground
Ground
Welcome to the other side of you, it’s blue
Welcome
Time travel inside of your mind, everyone’s gone so now rewind
Space travel inside of your mold, shatter the die and break the hold
Time travel inside of your case, don’t focus so much on the face
Space travel inside of your shoes, you’re not the only one that’s been abused
Welcome to the place that you wished you'd always be in
Welcome to the place that you wished you'd always
Welcome to the place that you wished you'd always be in
Welcome to the place full angels or demons
Welcome to the place that you wished you'd always be in
Welcome to the place full of nightmares or dreamin’
Welcome to the place that you've always wanted to see
Welcome to the person that you've always to be
Welcome to the place that you always wanted to see for yourself
Welcome to me
Welcome please, I’ve always been here underneath you
I am the darkness inside, darkness inside
I am the darkness inside, darkness inside
I am the darkness inside, darkness inside
I am the darkness inside of your mind
So many days I'm underground
So many days I'm never found
So many days I'm in, I'm in the
Basement
This is a ballad to the weirdos out there
In their basements
So when you hear it be like
Yay yay e yay
Be like a
Yay yay e yay
This is a ballad to the weirdos out there
Can you hear me loud and clearly, if so then you better cheer like a
Yay yay e yay
This is a song for the people that are strange and out of phase with the current page
Of the story
It’s not always hunky dory, sometimes it’s weird
Still you better cheer like a yay e yay
You better howl at the moon and be like hey ay
I'm friends with this dude so its coo’
Lets stay in the basement yeah
Let’s stay in the basement
At let’s stay in the basement
Ay let’s stay in the basement
It’s like a
yay
It’s like a
yay e yay
In the muthafuckin’ basement, yeah
In the basement
In the muthafuckin’ basement, yeah
In the basement
Yeah
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10. |
Depeche Thug
02:38
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There was a place, let’s call it the 80s
Lots of mohawked men and weird ladies
Lots of music comprised of synthesizers
Headspinning B-Boys shooting lasers
This is not a song about some nostagia
its about eradicating humans around ya, oh
Yeah e yay yeah e yay
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa get fucking crazy
One fist of dynamite, the other one of c4
rap ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba, I'm knockin’ on your door
One fist of lasers, the other of propane
Imma paint the pavement red and black with yo’ stain
I'm coming downstairs with a shotgun for you
Click click click click bang
I'm strapped up
I'm coming downstairs with a shotgun for you
Click click click bang
I'm strapped up
Rap pa pa pa pa
Rab pa pa pa pa
Rab pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa
I'll show you how to be a Depeche Thug
You just need to sing like this while you’re hella strapped up
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11. |
Earth Beats Are Easy
01:56
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12. |
Screamin' in my Window
03:17
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You want the sound of my great nation
These are the sounds, yeah it takes some patience
The screams of mental patients with nowhere to go
Nowhere to go
so they’re screamin’ in my window
Screamin’ in my window
Screamin’ in my window
Up all night cause they’re
Screamin’ in my window
Screamin’ in my window
Up all night cause they’re screamin’ in my window
Everybody throw your hands in the air and say
This place is fucked, dystopia is here to stay
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13. |
Gone Good Gone
05:28
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I knife anybody that comes into my range
stab, stab, stab, stab, stab muthafucka, yeah, yeah now you so glad
Rip with words, stab with adjectives, wit is sharp, humor is dark
fuck with me everybody and I leave you figuratively bleeding in the dark, dark
I knife anybody that steps onto my stage
die muthafucka, die muthafucka, die yeah, yeah now you know why
I didn't want to stab you, but you got in face
I didn't want to knife you, but you spoke outta your place
That's right though I'm not using a real knife
No, I’m stabbing you with words, but still it hurts
As time passes more stabs need to be had
More people fall by the wayside
But still you gotta ride
Everything good is gone, everything gone is as good as dead
Everything good is gone, everything gone is as good as dead
Everything good is gone, everything gone is
Everything, everything, everything, everything
Everything, everything, everything is gone
Everything good is gone, everything gone is as good as dead
The only good thing are the memories inside my head
Everything good is gone, everything gone is as good as dead
The only good thing left are the footsteps that mark my path ahead
Anyway it falls
Anyway it goes
Anyway it rolls
Everything is gone, everything that I cared about, oh
Whoa oh oh whoa
Everyone is gone everyone that I wanted to remember
Whoa oh oh whoa
Nothing is here, nothing is here that I want to remember
Whoa oh oh whoa
Everything and everyone is dead
All I have, all I have, all I have
Is the world inside my head
Whoa oh oh
The world inside my head
Whoa oh oh
The world inside my head
Whoa oh oh
The world inside my head
Whoa oh oh
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14. |
THEM
06:51
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Hey, I walk this way, I live over here
I don't wanna cheer for anyone else until the snow melts
’Til the snow melts and shows me the bodies lying there
Hey, I walk this way, I talk like this
Because they told me to be a miss take
Please take my humanity, please take my sanity
I'll trade it all because of vanity
Hey, I'm narcissist
I know how to make a fist, they told me to
punch you in the face
Because they told me to, they said you are a waste
And I listened to them, them, them
THEM, THEM, THEM
You don't need
THEM, THEM, THEM
You don't need
THEM, THEM, THEM
You don't need
THEM, THEM, THEM, THEM
I see them everywhere I go now
I see them, they glow in the dark
I see them with a phone glued to their face
I see them watching me online
Too afraid just to say hi
I would be too, I’m a strange guy
or girl, human being
I’m an alien it seems to be
because I'm not one of them
No
I'm not one of them
No
I'm not one of them
No
I'm not one of them THEM
If you’re too afraid to say something, then get the fuck outta here
If you wanna be the man or woman or what the fuck first get off my nuts, bitch
Yeh my speech is kinda coarse
Yeh I know it’s kinda rough,
Is it micro muthafuckin aggressive enough for you?
Well is it, bitch?
Watch your profanity yourself, yeh, imma melt you with my words
Weak muthafuckas actin’ like speech is gonna put ‘em in a hearse ha ha ha ha
You've never had any real life curses
Otherwise you'd have thicker skin for sure, bitch
Yeh, write this down, take out your pen
Who gives a fuck now you’re just another one of
Them, you don’t need ‘em
Them, crazy as fuck
Them, leave them be over there
Them
I remember the world before you opened your face
I remember the world that kept you in your place
The sanitarium
That’s where you found them
I remember the world where you weren’t on the streets
I remember the world where you weren’t having sex with other people dressed as sheep
The sanitarium
That’s where you found them
Crazy as fuck, in the sanitarium
I’m a robot dragon that sexually identifies as an attack helicopter
and I’m only attracted to tanks with reactive armor
In the sanitarium
It was a good place
If it was open, goddamn it, that would be fuckin’ great
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15. |
Night Job
02:01
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16. |
Alone But Not Lonely
04:33
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I wanna be the spooky time
I wanna be 2 spooky, son
I wanna be public enemy number one
I wanna be wanna be wanna be wanna be wanna be wanna be as creepy as can be
I wanna scare normies, I wanna scare hipsters
I wanna scare you and your sister
I wanna scare you with words, I wanna scare you with pictures
I wanna scare you with sounds, I wanna scare you with animatronic fixtures
Wanna scare you with words, wanna scare you with pictures
I wanna scare you with animatronic fixtures
Too spooky mayne
Too spooky maybe
I’m too spooky mayne
I’m too spooky mayne
Mayne, mayne
I’m too spooky
If what you’re seeing is a little 2 spooky then just cover your eyes
If what you’re hearin is a little too spooky then just cover yo’ ears
If what you’re feeling is a little 2 spooky then don’t go outside
If the world is a little too spooky then yo’ gonna be shy
I just want to scare everyone away
To see who’s in the clear
To see who lives in fear
I just want to scare everyone away from me
Leave me be
To be in my slumberland
Where anything can and will happen
More fun than bein’ in a crowd clappin’
Its interesting to be alone and sing like
I just want to be left alone
I just want to have my own home
Far away from everyone
I just need a tiny place and a little sun
No, I won’t hurt anyone
I just want to be alone now
So I dont have to feel
Don't have to feel the pain
of bein’
Alone
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17. |
Pre-Migraine
01:28
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18. |
Party When It's Over
04:45
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Ay I don't wanna behave, I wanna bee hive, I wanna be alive, yeah
Ay I don't wanna there, I wanna be here, I wanna cheer for real life, yeah
Ay can't make me behave, can't stop me from going to the rave inside my head, nah
If I can't do that, I’d rather be dead than stay in your grey padded world, dread
Party, Party
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over
party at the end of everything
then I'll fuckin sing, and I’ll
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over, over
Party, Party
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over
party at the end of everything
then I'll fuckin sing
Ay can't make me be nice, how bout you lab testin’ on those mice, that shit ain’t right, yeah
So get the fuck off of me bee hatch and fix yer own world full of rickety ratchets and
Batten down the hatchets cause the storm is comin’ down hard
We be fine here swanging in the backyard
Ay you don't know me cause I'm from an unknown home, yeah
It doesn't mean my dome isn't world class spastic, it doesn't mean
I can't turn your world to glass with my math schtick
It does mean compared to my rondos
other moderns rappers seem like they made of duct tape and bondo
Party, Party
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over
party at the end of everything
then I'll fuckin sing, and I’ll
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over, over
Party, Party
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over
party at the end of everything
then I'll fuckin sing
We here in the place just a ways under the basement
Can you hear the muffled sounds leakin’ through the pavement?
Yeah, we all around, this is, this is, this is,
this is, this is our sound
The time for normal is over, the time for cliches is gone
The time for the nonsense, they say, is lying dead on your lawn
Raise the flag and burn the dead
Nod yer head and fill ‘em full of lead, yeah
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over
Party at the end of everything, then I’ll fuckin’ sing
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over
Party at the end of everything
Party, Party
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over
party at the end of everything
then I'll fuckin sing, and I’ll
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over, over
Party, Party
Party when it’s over
Party when it’s over
party at the end of everything
then I'll fuckin sing
D-O-T-T-I-R
Goodbye, Goodnight
may you sleep amongst the star
Tonight, Tonight, Tonight, Tonight
Tonight
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